Always Learning! Ever After!

(always learning!) It's been about a month since my last post but i'm lazy as shit so work with me. It's been about 6 weeks since my big score in the fulltilt 750k, since then ive learned alot as i normally do cauz im always looking to improve as a poker player and more importantly as a person. I've learned to understand my aggression better late in tournaments and how much variance big buy in online tournament poker can have. I haven't lost alot but ive about broke even in tournaments since the 750k. Although I've made 3 final tables and had a 14th place finish in the sunday mulligan all my final tables saw early exits for me so small wins at best. I've recently started playing 5/10nl cash games a few times a week and am having fantastic results so thats always a plus. I can happily say that now that I have money I haven't changed as a person one bit which in my opinion is more important than anything, also i've given a good bit back to the people who supported me, whether it me buying rounds at jacks bar on the weekends or helping my mom out financially it feels good to give back.

(ever after!) so two of my best friends are in a band and recently finished their 1st album which ive been listening too in my car. One song is titled "Ever After", the meaning behind the song is youll find happiness when u let go of fear, i love those lyrics so much. I see so many people scared to be what they wanna be so they play it safe and get a safe secure job. Don't get me wrong theres nothing wrong at all with getting a good job but do it cauz u wanna do it not cauz everyone else says you should.(congrats bobbo fuck all your haters!) Whatever you wanna be in life be it! Don't let anybody make you feel like you can't have what you want. Find something your truely passionate about and give it all you got, if you give up hope then you got no shot at all so what the hell do you got to lose. (check out "Alive in the underground" on myspace. they are the shit you won't be dissapointed.)
"In life failure is our deepest fear, therefore all but a select few dare to fail while those who dare to fail are the ones all look up to."

peace, younggun03